I♥U ;]
much love to blogger,
Jazz.
27.6.09
21.6.09
a complete set up. ='(
Music [Outta Here]
6/18/2009 2:32:12 PM Jazzki well i wish you the best in UST. :]
6/18/2009 2:32:52 PM ***** yea and wish you da best also when u stay here
6/18/2009 2:32:59 PM ***** and i kept a prmise
6/18/2009 2:33:09 PM Jazzki what's the promise?
6/18/2009 2:33:46 PM ***** i would come back for you
6/18/2009 2:34:09 PM Jazzki oh.. well how long will that be..?
6/18/2009 2:34:52 PM ***** seems like you aint liking...nvrmind
6/18/2009 2:34:59 PM Jazzki i'm asking you
6/18/2009 2:35:13 PM Jazzki i want you to come back.
6/18/2009 2:35:22 PM Jazzki i'm just asking how long.
6/18/2009 2:35:24 PM ***** well
6/18/2009 2:35:42 PM ***** i dnt kno bt i kno it will happen just stay put and believe
6/18/2009 2:36:09 PM Jazzki i will...if you can do it..then i can.
6/18/2009 2:36:30 PM ***** well then ill keep you to that
6/18/2009 2:37:21 PM Jazzki okay..
6/18/2009 2:37:35 PM Jazzki are you really willing to do it..?
6/18/2009 2:37:46 PM ***** am asking for it
6/18/2009 2:38:00 PM Jazzki wait.....what??
6/18/2009 2:38:04 PM Jazzki :S
6/18/2009 2:38:08 PM Jazzki i'm lost...??
6/18/2009 2:38:44 PM ***** am asking for you to do this
6/18/2009 2:38:46 PM ***** so am willing
6/18/2009 2:39:13 PM Jazzki oh okay.
all that.. is complete bullcrap now. he's with someone else now...i'm sure the others know who that is.. no wonder his screen name had a smiley face on it now.
i just knew it last night.. all by myself. surfed around profiles..then *poof*... i asked Erin if it was true. then yeah, it's all true.
it's pretty obvious that i burst into tears. i ran to cyrill... texted him right away..told gia also.. then jalo later went online then asked me what was wrong, cause he was with cyrill,cholo..etc. soo yeah.. then he called me..
after all the things that happened..doesn't that matter to him? after those deepest secrets and confessions we shared..are those such lies noww?? after ALL that, he's just going to throw it away?! so much for forever, so much for eternity.. so much for "i'll come back for you"
i guess i turned out to be his so-called "the others/rest of them" or more in a hurtful way... his "collection". everythings a complete set up. i know it is... he's a pretty good liar..can't believe i've been a back up, or cheated, or worse..
let me know if i deserved it.. okay?
**thank you gia. (: for being positive most of the time.. but for letting me run to you too..lol it's a complete shock.. but it just happened.. i don't know what i'm going to do.
** thank you erin for letting me know the rest, for trying to make me feel better..it was a bit hard.. but i thank for you helping me.
**thank you cyrill.. for being here for me.. especially when i texted you.. you're alert. XD hehe. but yeahh.. thank you sooo much.
**thank you jalo.. for...going online..asking me what's wrong since you heard it from your brother.. i don't really care if your "chismoso".. then you called. thank you... (: for telling me to look on the bright side. i guess you're right.
6/18/2009 2:32:12 PM Jazzki well i wish you the best in UST. :]
6/18/2009 2:32:52 PM ***** yea and wish you da best also when u stay here
6/18/2009 2:32:59 PM ***** and i kept a prmise
6/18/2009 2:33:09 PM Jazzki what's the promise?
6/18/2009 2:33:46 PM ***** i would come back for you
6/18/2009 2:34:09 PM Jazzki oh.. well how long will that be..?
6/18/2009 2:34:52 PM ***** seems like you aint liking...nvrmind
6/18/2009 2:34:59 PM Jazzki i'm asking you
6/18/2009 2:35:13 PM Jazzki i want you to come back.
6/18/2009 2:35:22 PM Jazzki i'm just asking how long.
6/18/2009 2:35:24 PM ***** well
6/18/2009 2:35:42 PM ***** i dnt kno bt i kno it will happen just stay put and believe
6/18/2009 2:36:09 PM Jazzki i will...if you can do it..then i can.
6/18/2009 2:36:30 PM ***** well then ill keep you to that
6/18/2009 2:37:21 PM Jazzki okay..
6/18/2009 2:37:35 PM Jazzki are you really willing to do it..?
6/18/2009 2:37:46 PM ***** am asking for it
6/18/2009 2:38:00 PM Jazzki wait.....what??
6/18/2009 2:38:04 PM Jazzki :S
6/18/2009 2:38:08 PM Jazzki i'm lost...??
6/18/2009 2:38:44 PM ***** am asking for you to do this
6/18/2009 2:38:46 PM ***** so am willing
6/18/2009 2:39:13 PM Jazzki oh okay.
all that.. is complete bullcrap now. he's with someone else now...i'm sure the others know who that is.. no wonder his screen name had a smiley face on it now.
i just knew it last night.. all by myself. surfed around profiles..then *poof*... i asked Erin if it was true. then yeah, it's all true.
it's pretty obvious that i burst into tears. i ran to cyrill... texted him right away..told gia also.. then jalo later went online then asked me what was wrong, cause he was with cyrill,cholo..etc. soo yeah.. then he called me..
after all the things that happened..doesn't that matter to him? after those deepest secrets and confessions we shared..are those such lies noww?? after ALL that, he's just going to throw it away?! so much for forever, so much for eternity.. so much for "i'll come back for you"
i guess i turned out to be his so-called "the others/rest of them" or more in a hurtful way... his "collection". everythings a complete set up. i know it is... he's a pretty good liar..can't believe i've been a back up, or cheated, or worse..
let me know if i deserved it.. okay?
**thank you gia. (: for being positive most of the time.. but for letting me run to you too..lol it's a complete shock.. but it just happened.. i don't know what i'm going to do.
** thank you erin for letting me know the rest, for trying to make me feel better..it was a bit hard.. but i thank for you helping me.
**thank you cyrill.. for being here for me.. especially when i texted you.. you're alert. XD hehe. but yeahh.. thank you sooo much.
**thank you jalo.. for...going online..asking me what's wrong since you heard it from your brother.. i don't really care if your "chismoso".. then you called. thank you... (: for telling me to look on the bright side. i guess you're right.
18.6.09
7.6.09
..exams,end of the school year..
Music [Alive]
hello everyonee.. again, i apologizeee for not blogging.. prolly cause i'm not into it...
anyway.. i'm single. that's about it. no more Jazon. we only dated for 5 months. it went worse actually.. so yeahh... i can't tell you anymore information. because it still hurts for me.. but i have to be strong... kaya ko toh!
Exams are starting tomorrow. the finals. :\ but it's a good thing chemistry & english:grammars start first... :D it's easy for me. oyyyeee! hahahaha!! but yeah i still have to study to make more effort. :) :) :)
SUMMER! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! summeeerrrr yay!! :D my plans are.... finding a part time job, focus on DJ mode, WORKOUT! haha! too bad i'm not going anywhere..but i wanna visit Philippines badly. :( aiyyaaaa...
SWINE FLU. pffft.. i know this country's affected.. But it's like really slowww... almost all cases came from abroad. likee.. tourist types of cases.. and mostly from US. :\ theee helll.... c'mon.. lol
SEXDRIVE: hahaha!! just felt like saying it. i dunno. maybe because at this stage.. well since people say i'm now legal for sex.. it's soooo open... i mean in school. my friend Nat talks ALOT about sex. hahahaha!! it's hilarious. :]] but making love for me is passionate... hahahahahaha!!!
i plurk more than blogger. :| because i only type what i'm actually doing and also type in such random moments. but yeahh.. at least they can keep up... i thinkkk..????
........ okay now my hearts pumping, getting nervous for tomorrow. :| FHACK!
but after exams..there's this gospel camp. :) and i'm going.. to spenddd timeee with my friends. :) :) just for fun.. we'll be sleeping in school and running arounddd for fun. :D hahaha! weyowwww... XD XD XD
see, i really type in random stuff here.. sometimes it doesn't make any sense at all... (O.o) lol
i miss him, every single minute. ='(
Jazzkiiii
hello everyonee.. again, i apologizeee for not blogging.. prolly cause i'm not into it...
anyway.. i'm single. that's about it. no more Jazon. we only dated for 5 months. it went worse actually.. so yeahh... i can't tell you anymore information. because it still hurts for me.. but i have to be strong... kaya ko toh!
Exams are starting tomorrow. the finals. :\ but it's a good thing chemistry & english:grammars start first... :D it's easy for me. oyyyeee! hahahaha!! but yeah i still have to study to make more effort. :) :) :)
SUMMER! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! summeeerrrr yay!! :D my plans are.... finding a part time job, focus on DJ mode, WORKOUT! haha! too bad i'm not going anywhere..but i wanna visit Philippines badly. :( aiyyaaaa...
SWINE FLU. pffft.. i know this country's affected.. But it's like really slowww... almost all cases came from abroad. likee.. tourist types of cases.. and mostly from US. :\ theee helll.... c'mon.. lol
SEXDRIVE: hahaha!! just felt like saying it. i dunno. maybe because at this stage.. well since people say i'm now legal for sex.. it's soooo open... i mean in school. my friend Nat talks ALOT about sex. hahahaha!! it's hilarious. :]] but making love for me is passionate... hahahahahaha!!!
i plurk more than blogger. :| because i only type what i'm actually doing and also type in such random moments. but yeahh.. at least they can keep up... i thinkkk..????
........ okay now my hearts pumping, getting nervous for tomorrow. :| FHACK!
but after exams..there's this gospel camp. :) and i'm going.. to spenddd timeee with my friends. :) :) just for fun.. we'll be sleeping in school and running arounddd for fun. :D hahaha! weyowwww... XD XD XD
see, i really type in random stuff here.. sometimes it doesn't make any sense at all... (O.o) lol
i miss him, every single minute. ='(
Jazzkiiii
12.4.09
EASTER '09.
Music [If]
oh gosh, it's been ages i haven't been writing here again. =|
well it's a fact that i've been very busy. with LIFE. school's okay though..it's kinda stressful..but i have to fight..lol cause by september i'll be in form 4, and i have to take my favorite subjects and fight to get the perfect slot. (:
but lovelife...? not exactly....
no no no no no, it's not about us breaking up. but his mom knows that we broke up, cause she wanted us to break up. it's complicated though... i don't have the confidence to spill about it.. i'm not ready. of course you guys wouldn't believe it. plus it came from out of the blue. but then Jason said it's going to take time for us AGAIN to ride on the long ride and make his mom feel okay with us still together.
the thing is that... i'm wondering why he has to tell his mom when practically it won't happen. we were confident and strong to believe it's not going to happen..and apparently since i'm on easter break. i'm having my issues. which happens to be not true..and i'm thankful to God for that. (:
we are now 5 months. yay! and will be 6 soon...OMgosh it's soo fast now. for now we're not seeing each other through easter break. as of course his mom knows.................yeah..............and he said we can make it through, just like Christmas...but i said...
"what's different between Christmas and Easter is that your mom knows WE WERE DATING LAST CHRISTMAS..and now she knows that we are NOT DATING through this easter...you'll be in the other side of the world in summer..just like me...but then again, i repeat..to your mom's point of view....we are not dating.."
it's my first time to feel....a very complicated feeling...well i feel so rejected. he kept on saying that i shouldn't care what his mom thinks. but it's HIS MOM, it's like as if she didn't accept me. it's like i was judged already even though we haven't been talking or meeting up close. . . i felt so welcome by his dad and his cousin and his tito and his other cousin. XD dami eh noh. buttt i'm happy for that. i just don't understand...what about his mom.... :(
okay enough with the drama....XD let's talk abouttt....other updates...haha!
anywayyyy, summer's near... gosh! but final exams first. :| harder than i though. aiiyyaaa... i'm fat....not sexy, not skinny. i'm fat. everyone's telling me that i'm sexy... i'm NOT. :( eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhh.....
i wanna go to the philippines. but i don't know with my parents. i wanna see RB,Domz,Lette2,Justin,Nikki. :( they've beeennn sooo much to me...so close....especially RB...he was someone i could really count on.
MY LOVE! don't think i've forgotten about you! haha! i miss you love! :( i need to talk to you... soo personal. i mean i hope you would understandd me. i've done something really wrong. i didn't tell my brother. cause it's too personal. i trust you more. haha! sama eh noh ... but i MUST SEE YOU! *hugs*
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this morning i woke up early...and i went out jogging. surprised?! haha! so am i. i need to lose all these FATS. psshhh.. i MUST CHANGE! i MUST BE ACTIVE! GO GO GO GO!
but i'm craving for lamb curryyy... HOU FHAN NAH!
yess i'm learning little by little cantonese.. i'm okay with mandarin na. OYEEEE!! so pro! :D :D
you know what happened to me...?! apparently i had heaps of projects to do with my so called a week and a half easter break. my last day was likeee tuesday. was like the 9th of April. :) and like within the first two days of my break. i finished like 4 projects. and all i need to do is my history, RE and biology.. pfftt.. SIPAG! :]] hahaha! well i wanted to finish all my projects before tomorrow so that i could party like crazzyyy and go out this coming week. bbuuuttt nooooooooo...
my history project.. my partner's enjoying her toes on those white sands in bora. while i'm here trying to do 6 pages of newspaper project thinggyyy...
my RE project..again.. one of the members is in bora. and the rest of the members want to do a videooo.. and we're incomplete... haiiii...
i'm fine with biology though. cause it's Indee anyway, i know MAS SIPAG pa sya kay saakin. AWESOMENESS. :D
okaayyy...i think i must go.. everyone's still asleep here though. i'm awake. and i'm enjoying using the computer. haha! but i'm hungry. :( gimmieee foooooddd! :'(
lots of my loveeeeeyyy doveeeyyy. BOOM!
Jazzzzzzzzzkkkiiiiiiiiiiii :D
oh gosh, it's been ages i haven't been writing here again. =|
well it's a fact that i've been very busy. with LIFE. school's okay though..it's kinda stressful..but i have to fight..lol cause by september i'll be in form 4, and i have to take my favorite subjects and fight to get the perfect slot. (:
but lovelife...? not exactly....
no no no no no, it's not about us breaking up. but his mom knows that we broke up, cause she wanted us to break up. it's complicated though... i don't have the confidence to spill about it.. i'm not ready. of course you guys wouldn't believe it. plus it came from out of the blue. but then Jason said it's going to take time for us AGAIN to ride on the long ride and make his mom feel okay with us still together.
the thing is that... i'm wondering why he has to tell his mom when practically it won't happen. we were confident and strong to believe it's not going to happen..and apparently since i'm on easter break. i'm having my issues. which happens to be not true..and i'm thankful to God for that. (:
we are now 5 months. yay! and will be 6 soon...OMgosh it's soo fast now. for now we're not seeing each other through easter break. as of course his mom knows.................yeah..............and he said we can make it through, just like Christmas...but i said...
"what's different between Christmas and Easter is that your mom knows WE WERE DATING LAST CHRISTMAS..and now she knows that we are NOT DATING through this easter...you'll be in the other side of the world in summer..just like me...but then again, i repeat..to your mom's point of view....we are not dating.."
it's my first time to feel....a very complicated feeling...well i feel so rejected. he kept on saying that i shouldn't care what his mom thinks. but it's HIS MOM, it's like as if she didn't accept me. it's like i was judged already even though we haven't been talking or meeting up close. . . i felt so welcome by his dad and his cousin and his tito and his other cousin. XD dami eh noh. buttt i'm happy for that. i just don't understand...what about his mom.... :(
okay enough with the drama....XD let's talk abouttt....other updates...haha!
anywayyyy, summer's near... gosh! but final exams first. :| harder than i though. aiiyyaaa... i'm fat....not sexy, not skinny. i'm fat. everyone's telling me that i'm sexy... i'm NOT. :( eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhh.....
i wanna go to the philippines. but i don't know with my parents. i wanna see RB,Domz,Lette2,Justin,Nikki. :( they've beeennn sooo much to me...so close....especially RB...he was someone i could really count on.
MY LOVE! don't think i've forgotten about you! haha! i miss you love! :( i need to talk to you... soo personal. i mean i hope you would understandd me. i've done something really wrong. i didn't tell my brother. cause it's too personal. i trust you more. haha! sama eh noh ... but i MUST SEE YOU! *hugs*
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this morning i woke up early...and i went out jogging. surprised?! haha! so am i. i need to lose all these FATS. psshhh.. i MUST CHANGE! i MUST BE ACTIVE! GO GO GO GO!
but i'm craving for lamb curryyy... HOU FHAN NAH!
yess i'm learning little by little cantonese.. i'm okay with mandarin na. OYEEEE!! so pro! :D :D
you know what happened to me...?! apparently i had heaps of projects to do with my so called a week and a half easter break. my last day was likeee tuesday. was like the 9th of April. :) and like within the first two days of my break. i finished like 4 projects. and all i need to do is my history, RE and biology.. pfftt.. SIPAG! :]] hahaha! well i wanted to finish all my projects before tomorrow so that i could party like crazzyyy and go out this coming week. bbuuuttt nooooooooo...
my history project.. my partner's enjoying her toes on those white sands in bora. while i'm here trying to do 6 pages of newspaper project thinggyyy...
my RE project..again.. one of the members is in bora. and the rest of the members want to do a videooo.. and we're incomplete... haiiii...
i'm fine with biology though. cause it's Indee anyway, i know MAS SIPAG pa sya kay saakin. AWESOMENESS. :D
okaayyy...i think i must go.. everyone's still asleep here though. i'm awake. and i'm enjoying using the computer. haha! but i'm hungry. :( gimmieee foooooddd! :'(
lots of my loveeeeeyyy doveeeyyy. BOOM!
Jazzzzzzzzzkkkiiiiiiiiiiii :D
8.2.09
Febbbbbb. <3
Music [My Star]
hellooooo world. haha!
i wasn't able to greet a Happy New Year. and i wasn't able to Thank everyone for my Birthday. yes i'm finally on my Sweet Sixteen Road....:P
as you can see.. i'm quite lazy with blogging. but i was also busy for exams.. actually right now i'm studying for my chinese test, cause i might move to set 1.. yay. (: (:
anyway, i have a new youtube account.. it's jazz28gutz.
and i have a plurk account! PLURK.PLURK,CLICK HERE!
it's already 3 months for Jazon. (: time's flyinggggg... but i'm happy.
i had my ups and downs.. especially last friday.. long story... :P :P
i'm sorry if i haven't been updatinggg.. i just can't seem to find the right time for this. i'm planning to change my layout, but it will take me forever to fix everythingg. . . . aiyyyaaaaa...
i had a poserrr actually..and s/he copied my info here in blogger..the about me section.. but i took it out right after..s/he even took me & babe's pictureeeeee....tsk tsk.. get a life will you?? pfftt..
but i won't mind them i guess.. cause i know every site i have.. is all goooddd.. :D
andddd i mussttt goooooo...gotta continue studying. =|
Jazz (:
hellooooo world. haha!
i wasn't able to greet a Happy New Year. and i wasn't able to Thank everyone for my Birthday. yes i'm finally on my Sweet Sixteen Road....:P
as you can see.. i'm quite lazy with blogging. but i was also busy for exams.. actually right now i'm studying for my chinese test, cause i might move to set 1.. yay. (: (:
anyway, i have a new youtube account.. it's jazz28gutz.
and i have a plurk account! PLURK.PLURK,CLICK HERE!
it's already 3 months for Jazon. (: time's flyinggggg... but i'm happy.
i had my ups and downs.. especially last friday.. long story... :P :P
i'm sorry if i haven't been updatinggg.. i just can't seem to find the right time for this. i'm planning to change my layout, but it will take me forever to fix everythingg. . . . aiyyyaaaaa...
i had a poserrr actually..and s/he copied my info here in blogger..the about me section.. but i took it out right after..s/he even took me & babe's pictureeeeee....tsk tsk.. get a life will you?? pfftt..
but i won't mind them i guess.. cause i know every site i have.. is all goooddd.. :D
andddd i mussttt goooooo...gotta continue studying. =|
Jazz (:
25.12.08
Happy Holidays. :)
Music [Supermassive Black Hole]
Maligayang Pasko poh sainyo lahat! :) i miss tagalog, i miss glorietta&greenbelt, i miss my friends. xDDDDD
hahaha! long time nooooo post. cause life is obviously good. :)
Jazz & Jason ♥
it's official, AND legal :) which is of course good news yeah? well riite now he's in Aparri, Pinas. :( and i'm terribly missing him. i just realized i've been more serious. well i think i have been with the others. but maybe now kxeee pinapayagan ako ni daddy lumabas to be with him, but not always.
well i do remember telling my friends i wouldn't dare dating someone younger...well, things change. xDDDDDD and whenever we're together..it looks like he's older. xD hahahahaha!!!
on the school life... everything's fine.. actually more challenging..but i'm still hanging. :)
i think i'll stop here. cause i'm chatting with babe. :)
Take Care everyone. :)
Jazz. :)
Maligayang Pasko poh sainyo lahat! :) i miss tagalog, i miss glorietta&greenbelt, i miss my friends. xDDDDD
hahaha! long time nooooo post. cause life is obviously good. :)
Jazz & Jason ♥
it's official, AND legal :) which is of course good news yeah? well riite now he's in Aparri, Pinas. :( and i'm terribly missing him. i just realized i've been more serious. well i think i have been with the others. but maybe now kxeee pinapayagan ako ni daddy lumabas to be with him, but not always.
well i do remember telling my friends i wouldn't dare dating someone younger...well, things change. xDDDDDD and whenever we're together..it looks like he's older. xD hahahahaha!!!
on the school life... everything's fine.. actually more challenging..but i'm still hanging. :)
i think i'll stop here. cause i'm chatting with babe. :)
Take Care everyone. :)
Jazz. :)
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